Why do I feel this way!?

your heart saddens because you seen a person close to you age and so pretty and appeared so amazing. maybe it is other things that have been happening in your life or with the people you know. no on should be pushed to suicide. no one but many many people have no one to trust or share how they feel. sometimes the person just believes that they have nothing to offer anyone and the world would be better off without them. you seem wise for your years and what has happened will change you for life. maybe you will see someone who is troubled and be able to offer a person to talk with. just remember we all make our own choices and if you are confided in dont repeat the information. most people just want a honest listening freind. someone who can help them see there is good in each of us. We are each Created by God for a purpose. the world is a better place when people like you care.